alright went to the doc`s today && bad news once again. i thought id hear something like ohh alright rehab/therapy is starting to work i believe in 3 or 4 days you can walk again. but no i didnt hear that.... instead i heard rehab/therapy isnt good to start up yet, so rest off the foot for half a week; 3 or 4 days, after that start the basics of rehab/therapy over, do not walk on it till another week. what the fuck, its been 2 weeks, i still cant walk, and summer is almost over. battlenight is this saturday, duno if i can even go to watch. fucking wack.

i havent been able to session unless my big homie sessionz with me eventhoo i cant even really walk. i can stand somewhat; most of my weight on one foot. lol. sad. and once i can walk, when i start krumpin`&&shit i cant do any hard movements with my foot, like stomping or my lil splitsl; i doubt. my big homie probably gon give up on me soon, so sad, i hope he doesnt.

and now for school&&cheer that is coming up real soon. sadly i have to wear those lil strechy braces on my ankle everyday to school because of the lots of walking round campus. and for cheer doc says i cant go to wild w. my foot till round october. so no stunting; probably not going to stunt this year thoo, moms trippin, no real big kicks&&jumps. *tears, then what can i do? haha, this is gettin pathetic.

all together im overall somewhat depressed you can say and about to go crazy being stuck in my fuckin house. and im startin to hate people sayin "ohh let me help you"... "do you need help"... "let me get that for you"... i feel so dependant on others, once again pathetic. i mean common i can handle myself, well i think.

summer is almost over i was suppose to go to hawaii, that cancelled. mom wanted to bring me to nyc to go shop, cant walk round the city on one foot for blocks so that became a no, san fransico the same story so no, only thing we have left is goin to orlando and somewhat just using a wheelchair that would get me around the amusement parks which is good. but the whole point of being in a wheelchair kind of pisses me off, haha. sadly. im going to look pathetic again.

alright before i get more depressing or pissed off ill leave it as is and come back later. peace&&love.

alright its been 2 weeks and i still cant walk on my foot, goddamn. haha, im like dieng to go out mann forrreals. uhhh` WHAAAAAAAA. haha. soo tonite i want to go out to the movies like badd bad badd, buttttttt i might not be able too. maybe too much walking. sucks asswipes x100. so tryin to figure a plan to go to the movies with  jonathan.emil.&&jasmin tonite ++still gettin ready. whaaaaaaaa`. lol && just got off the phone with the big brother matt who might be coming down here to glendale tonite w. the homeboys. ya`yuhhhhh. damnnnn i wish nothin was wrong with the foot, forreals. well alright ima go get ready. peace&&love